"how do you feel?"
what is real?
what is the deal?

spent the last years
with fears & tears
seemed like they were always nears

first a divorce
which of course
ran it's course
didn't think
it could be worse

then watched Death
slowly
take the last breath
of my mom
then my dad
damn, that was sad

"people"
keep asking...
"how do you feel?"
stupid ? if you ask me.
see...
see...
see...
that's just how it be.

i try not to feel.
that be my deal.
cause if i feel...
it all becomes real.

i can tell you what i think.
without a blink.
sometimes my thinkin' will stink.
guess then i drink.

but to Feel
makes it All REAL.
that my friend
is Surreal
that my friend
is The End

Time to begin again.

to Feel
to Heal
to getReal

so how do i feel?

like a windmill
or a waterfall
a sunrise
or sunset
like red
or blue

how about you?

"how do you feel?"