why is it
when we're apart
i start
to plan & scheme
to dream
of being with you
again
& i begin
to end
this pain
this insain

but when i'm with you
what do i do
but know
that it will end
that you will go
our love can't mend
& i send
me down the drain
i feel the pain
of knowing
i'll go home alone
lonely
only me
with my Self

i want to cry
I Want To Cry!
i want to die

but then
i begin again
to dream
to scheme
to be with you
again
what can i do
about this insanity
about this vanity
this loving you.

why is it?
Why Is It?

what do i do?