My whole life has been filled with new situations into which I walked without feeling qualified to do. I imagine I am not the only person facing this uncertainty.
Most of the stuff that I have done
I didn’t know what I was doing.
When I first had food in my mouth,
without teeth, I just started chewing
I didn’t know what to do at school
when I arrived on that first day.
But I bluffed at everything I did
so they would allow me to stay.
When my report card was given me
at the end of the year, I gasped.
‘cause I saw that inscription
that let me know I had passed.
This ritual was the same each year
I always feared that I would fail.
But every year I received good news
so I could travel on down the trail.
With seminary degree in hand
I went to serve some churches,
never knowing all I felt I should
to successfully face what lurches.
Now that I’ve retired from my work
and my life enters another stage.
I still don’t know what I’m doing
because I’ve never been this age.
Larry, many of us don't have confidence in our lives, but we some how squeeze through the system. I'm a believer that God has our lives in His hand, and if we our His child, we will do what best pleases Him. I know I would not be what I am today without His ever-loving commitment to me and I'm rejoicing today for who I truly am. He has shared life with me for many years, guiding and leading me toward achievements and many adventures I would have never thought I could do. I give Him the credit...I enjoyed this thought provoking writing.
Retired and retired...a God's soldier has signed up for life, you are now just on a spiritual desk job.
And, to be old and don't know a first thing about it...welcome to the club!!!
Georg
Oh, Larry -- you make me laugh. It's hard to know what to do when you've never been down this particular road before. However, knowing your spirit, I know you'll get passed again cause you do it all so well.
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John
And, to be old and don't know a first thing about it...welcome to the club!!!
Georg
(((HUGS))) and love, Karla.
Love.
Kathy
Cheers,
Dan