i looked at my notes and my life
and refreshed my thoughts
and i wasn’t sure if it was perception
or awareness that was becoming
 

i find it hard to explain
the realization of the creation
the poems i had written
back in the beginning
i find i’ve been living
in a physical expression
and noticed the delayed reaction
as it was merging along with
the collective collection
in a more immediate manifestation
excited recollection
and yet as experiencing this living being
there were unexpected subplots
i could not explain of origin
an agitation of the design
no longer my own creation
i pondered influence
 

i wondered about a beginning
therefore its endless momentum
so now i’ve come full circle
and i can’t keep my eyes off of you