Celtia
Mabon ap modron, son of the Mother
Samildanach. many gifted one
Gwydion, bright and shining one
Your love light burns bright in me yet
I carry you with me, love of my life
My heart’s love, my beautiful boy
I loved you with an intensity that was frightening to other people
I loved you with my body, my heart and my soul
I lived my life with you always in my thoughts
My love for you was inviolate, intrinsic, indelible and unconditional
How can I live without you, my heart’s love, my beautiful boy
One hour at a time, one day at a time, one thought after the other
Breathe in breathe out, count
Keep busy to keep sane
Feeling the pain, feeling the pain …