For decades I had an off-and-on affair
With Mr. John.Barleycorn, Esquire.
Perhaps you are familiar with the heir
To a fortune made off spirits for hire.
John and I met in public many times.
But what we liked best was a hideaway.
He sulked when I "just"saw Beer or Wine.
Only fooling yourself, he said snidely.
He was a good lover. Even great at times,
But he turned into a real Jekyll-and-Hyde.
Made me so sick, I thought I'd die,
Yet I still loved him to distraction. -Sigh-
Time after time, he put me on top of the world.
Dizzy felt great. Well, most of the time.
How many lovers make your toes curl?
Send Trouble packing and raise you high?
Got under my skin, y'know? Got hooked.
Wanted more, then more, then more.
Hobbies stopped. Work slipped. Friends forsook.
Everything else became a chore.
I found myself in debt, then lost myself.
Lost track of things. People I cared about.
Had to have that feeling, that high self.
Too bad if it meant sneaking around.
Put the kibosh on the affair more than once.
Actually, again, again, and again.
See where it was going. Not a dunce.
Pleasure, more and more, gave way to pain.
Not the sad ending it should have been.
True love -- real love -- makes you strong.
Finally, finally, J. Barleycorn and kin
Faded into the background where they belong.
Say there are people who'll never fall prey.
Who see through that peculiar brand of charm.
Who were born and raised in such a way
They can sample without harm.
Still, it is worrisome about all those kids.
All the loved ones lost to DUI recidivists.
Violence when J.B. blows somebody's lid.
Solve: X fingers x Y = 2 hitting fists. {??}
Phyllis...your voice; delicate within intricate life lines of adversity
your pen so detailed within the artistic crystals of your poetic work!
Truly a joy to read the core of this piece & emotive feel of it's truths
Peace, Love & Inspirations
Vickie
a challenge many have confronted and many more will -- it is a mountain of pain to climb -- many never make it to the top of cessation mountain, falling to terrible fates below -- an excellent poetic analogy Phyllis Jean -- peace and love my friend -- Jon Michael
Perhaps the images of childhood kept me away of over the limit consumption of beverages in my adulthood and maybe just for that my children and grandchildren haven't crossed that line, yet, but I hope they never will, no matter how bad life kick them when they are down.
It wasn't John Barleycorn who was my lover, it was Jack N. Coke. Or screwdrivers or maitais or ... yeah. Insidious grip in these lines - powerfully penned poignancy, from one who knows. Been sober 24 years, thank God.
Wow, Pea! I've seen that "affair with J.B." occur many a time; thank goodness loved ones don't give up on 'em.
Wow! again...well said, friend...
Blessings and Love - Micke
Pea~
Your story is compelling, I lived with JB and that 3 legged stool, for too many years. I am one of lucky ones, I survived his charm, it is crushing however, to watch those who don't make it, especially the children. I have experienced 'Survivor Guilt' also too many times. The only thing to do, is be there, when the floor slips from under one that is still suffering
Re-Release! No longer back-listed. Return to the Olde Ways. The hustle and bustle of modern day life has brought many of us to a quick fix attitude.This book is for those of you who are fed up; have looked at your life and your loved ones and realize
Re-Release! No longer back-listed. Return to the Olde Ways. The hustle and bustle of modern day life has brought many of us to a quick fix attitude.This book is for those of you who are fed up; have looked at your life and your loved ones and realize
your pen so detailed within the artistic crystals of your poetic work!
Truly a joy to read the core of this piece & emotive feel of it's truths
Peace, Love & Inspirations
Vickie
Sheila
well said.
cg
Love where you go with this and love your special use of language throughout.
John
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(((HUGS))) and love, Karla.
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :(
Carole~
Wow! again...well said, friend...
Blessings and Love - Micke
Regis
Your story is compelling, I lived with JB and that 3 legged stool, for too many years. I am one of lucky ones, I survived his charm, it is crushing however, to watch those who don't make it, especially the children. I have experienced 'Survivor Guilt' also too many times. The only thing to do, is be there, when the floor slips from under one that is still suffering
Warmth and Love to you, Carin'