The Lost
She wakes each day to a still, silent house
Stares at the ceiling afraid to move
She wants to get up the children to rouse.
Give them her kisses give them her love.
She wanders downstairs after a while.
Sits at the table clutching her cup
Tears on her cheeks she never smiles
She waits in vain for the children to get up.
She picks up the photo next to her arm
Just as she’s done these last seven years
Wishes them with her, that they’ve come to no harm
Her sight becomes blurred eyes fill with tears.
She remembers the day that she saw them last,
Happy and laughing, joking around
All dressed for school the clock running fast
Sometimes she thinks she can still hear that sound.
Four ‘o’ clock came and they still were not home
By seven, she’d panicked as she called around.
She could find nowhere that they had gone
No one had seen them, both homeward bound.
Next morning the searchers went through the town.
Searching the woodlands, the forest and dams
Knocking on doors and asking around
But no one had seen her little lost Lambs.
Her Husband had left he could not take the strain
A full year of hurting they would argue each day.
Neither could handle the loss and the pain.
Hoping the children had just lost their way.
Now she just sits there each lonely day
Waiting to hear their laughter again
Friends have all left she hears what they say.
The loss of the children did drive her insane.
She sobs at the memory of her happy home.
She waits at the table for them to come down.
Though she fears that they rest in some secret tomb.
She thinks that she’ll see them one day while in Town.
She thinks that she’ll dress and go for a drive
Follow the route that they’d take from the school.
Maybe today she will see them alive.
Take some warm jumpers it’s fall and it’s cool.
But she knows in her heart that for seven years.
Her innocent lambs with God have been sitting
Try as she might she can’t hold back the tears
As she looks at the Photo and just sits there fretting.
Robin A Spicer © June 4, 2004
JC xoxoxo
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