Without You...

With out you my love I would become like the wind that moans through the valley of lost souls.

Without your light I would become the darkness, I would be no more.

For you see, I need you and without you I will fail to even exist.
It is your love which feeds my soul. Your love that keeps me whole.

Oh where would I go? How would I survive without you? Your laughter and smiles touch me in a way that cannot be written in words, for there are none.

I have dreamt so many times about finally getting to retire and be with you. I work and I try and try, but now I’ve grown old and tired and yet work still keeps me from you my love.

I so often think, if I had only been smarter. If I had only listened to my fathers advice and heeded his words. If so, we would in a few short months have our time in the sun together forever.

Even if my dreams of which I speak never come to be, I will still survive to love you yet another day.

Therefore, never part from my side, and never oh never take the night wind and from me eternally fly.

Oh Jan my darling, can’t you see by this awkward plea, can’t you see just how much I love you?

It’s fast approaching 14 hours since our lips last met. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life, but it was no mistake in loving you and it is something I will never regret.

I love you my darling....

J. Allen Wilson
7/15/2018