I was there for you when noone else was
And you know that I was not there for you just because
I picked you up and helped you when you fell down so low
Even when your so- called friends turned their backs on you
I understand for you that was the ultimate blow
And it made your self esteem go so very low
You Were Suppose To Love Me
I may not have given you everything
But I really loved you and treated you like my King
And you knowing you never intended to give me a ring
You were just waiting for someone who had more to come alone
Oh, to use someone is so very wrong
You are the one who desired to be in the spot light
But to get there you did not want to put up the time that's right
You Were Suppose To Love Me
To do what ever it takes to get what you want is never a good thing
You keep living long enough, you will see exactly what I mean
They all liked you when they thought you had it going on
You are good, but you can only pull that act it off for so long
You Were Suppose To Love Me
We had such a beauiful relationship
That is the very reason why I paid for your trip
For you to come, live a good life here and live with me
I wanted to help you get things going for you that would be yours
I see I was'nt moving fast enough for you of course
You Were Suppose To Love Me
I really thought that you were the man of my dreams
I was so very wrong , your heart is deceitful and so unclean
Only a devilish man would have had the heart to do what you did
And your actions were more of a young stupid kid
To leave me a good woman who really loved you for her,
All because when you her you also saw a bigger dollor sign
oh boy you are so selfish, rude and unkind
Is having fame in this life that important to you,
that you would actually hurt the one who really should have mattered too
You Were Suppose To Love Me
So where was she when you were hurting and going through
And you had no where to go and did not now what you were going to do
I was there to capture and craddle all your all of pain,
And provided you with shelter and kept you out of the storm and rain
Yo did not have one dime when I met you on that day
But because of love that i had for you I embrased you anyway
You Were Suppose To Love Me
I did as much as a woman should do for her man,
When I should have just taken off and ran
Before you came here to live and be with me
You had made up and told me many lies
But now I can surely see the whole forrest and the tree
After this horrible experience, no other man will ever use me
You Were Suppose To Love Me
You did all that because you had no where else to go
I figured that all out when you did what you did... so
You showed me exactly what you are about and who you are,
When you left me because she could buy you a better car
You are realy pitiful and oh so sad,
And to think of the pain I felt when first hurt me
I wanted to hurt you and get you so bad
But I have decided to let go and let GOD fight my battle,
When he does it is done good and so right
Now it is no longer my fight
So I will leave it to him and live my life today
I know now that is a better way
You Were Suppose To Love Me
Because I opened my life and heart up to you
I had no idea you hurt me so bad would bruise it too
I want you to know that I do forgive you
Because that is what I am suppose to do
I refuse to stop my blessings by with holding hatered for you,
when I know that there is a real man who will come through
And I know that I will not have to help him very much or at all
because a real man is in control of his life and makes his own call
You Were suppose To Love Me
But I understand now, why it all happened to me,
You a user, and this relationship it was not to be
With in my life because GOD has a much better man for me,
That is the kind of love he has for me
You Were Suppose To Love Me
But right now I will have to admit and say, I thank him for removing you from my life this day.
~La' Wanda Sharriese
Thank you M J!!!!!
powerful, poignant read