dedicated to my brother robert, between brother and sister, always my love

A walk into insanity


I pass through gates that hold my fate, a hit here and their I say will not harm this mind of mine, as I am dazed by the affect of the pills that I have popped through out the years,

I walk into gates of hell that has eaten my mind, and grabbed my sense of being,

I cry tears because I am lost in sight, as I am lost in the days that have come an gone, help me dear lord, for my belief in me has passed me by, I have embarked into a world I do not know,

My mind is not my own, an again I shed these tears so that you may see my grief, my helplessness into nothing, I am me, but me is out of this shell of mine,

I pled my case to you, to this homeless person in the mind,

Cry for me, so that I may be, for just a moment, just so that time will give me back my life in this hour, as sixty minutes is only a day break away,

I see know sunsets, know light, for light does not pierce my eyes, they have changed to black like my soul, I have know shadow that follows me, because I sit in the corner of four walls, as I white coat holds this body together,

My mind let me be, so that I may breathe, so that my lungs may be filled with joy, so that I may smile once in this life, so that hell will see me happy, for it has tried to take over my mind, again and again,

I try to hold joy, take in peace, pled my sanity to who every that listens, as to say I am sane for just this minute, like when I was a child, free to be me, free to walk into the fields, as the sunset sets just for me,

I cry for long ago, I cry for Missouri, for home calls my name, an a twinkle in my eyes, is visible for this second, and I am wrapped in arms that are all so formerly, against my mothers breast, hearing the heart beat that I remembered as I child, as peace relieves my mind on this day,

I am home again,