a view into darkness,

In thoughts I dwell


In thoughts I dwell, as I repeat a punishers song, I sway this into the heart of blood as it spells out my name in verse, I cannot set my on self free, from the state of my dreaded thoughts of my past,

I walk into doors that display hurt and tears of my truth, it has taken me into insanity as I try to find the words that conjure up those lonely images that carry me through my days,

Peace does not find it's why into my mind, as I whisper sanity can I be, let me not twice, but once hold your hand, befriend your mind, so that mines will see freedom in this life time,

I repeat this verse, as I hold my head, from the voices within, for the love of you has put me here, has held me in doom, you have put me in this place, as I make it into the shadow world,

Raw and weary eyes grow tired, open, know sleep for me, as I chase the demons away that picture me as one of them, my danger of rage, self,

Like this gun I hold to my head, as the bullet to my brain embeds the one I adore, what isn’t, is this soul, that haunts a creature of habit, of self pity, without will, without hope, and without the cry of another,

Confined to a legacy of hell, I weep know more, as I am know drawn into insanities will, broken days, that mean nothing to me, want, let me be, as I see the sun rise and set without me, vast in it’s glory,

my knees are raw, as I kneel an whisper, let me be, let me see another day of peace, as I will cry again, in my shadows arms,