Can it be that i dream of you still?

Why does my heart do this i let you go.

I said goodbye i swept it under the rug.

I made my piece a long time ago.

I cannot do this i wont remember.

My heart can't make me surrender.

Why must it torment me now.

Am i not supposed to be happy?

My dreams are supposed to be good.

They are supposed to bring me hope.

I fear they have let me down.

They have given back what others took.

I close my eyes to hide from the view.

But closing my eyes just bring visions of you.

I cannot do this I am supposed to be happy.

I am supposed to be whole.

I can't close my eyes and see an empty soul.

I know i loved you i know i cared.

Can it be that i dream  of you still?