Beautiful Brown Eyes
My mind does not
wander from you
Everyday I feel insane
unable to set you free
my heart beats for you
I sit here again
thinking of you
wondering 'what if...'
Finally I find
the nerve and
I call you
Beautiful Brown Eyes
I feel them looking to me
As you say "Hello"
Your soft sensual voice
sends a shiver
down my spine
I stutter and mumble
as I try to find the words
I hear again "Hello"
Beautiful Brown Eyes you
knew my voice we spoke
as if it were only yesterday
My heart is pounding
and gitty I am here
talking with you
As though it were
a natural thing to do
still nervous and tangled
You put me at ease
as you always have
we made a date
Alice's on the ridge
I arrived first
practicing my words
Warm hands from behind
cover my eyes
I rose we embraced
For hours we went on
I found the nerve
to tell you my 'what if...'
Your smile so tender
telling me that it
was No tease
We shared our lives
I told you of travels
that I had taken with you
Your turn to share
voice was calm
a serious tone
You had found
a love for life...until
death did you part
Never stuttering a word
continuing with brave
you too were ill
Beautiful Brown Eyes
locked with mine
my call had been your wish
Your hand reached mine
a language all your own
we had smiles and tears
...then said Goodbye
I received the call an hour ago
Your Beautiful Brown Eyes
are looking from above
I cried and smiled, happy
for the courage I found
to tell you my 'What If...'
...my Beautiful Brown Eyes
© 2010 Carin’ Spirit
Sweet November comes to mind, boy if there was ever a movie that angered me it was that one!!
I'm being pretty blunt here i know, but as one who has been through a fairly similar situation.. It's just so selfish!
Take care Carin, you deserve to be really happy! xx
Carole~
Cryssa
Be always safe,
Karen
I paged through your den for Beautiful Brown Eyes part 1, before I read this...and am very glad that I did. The expression in these poems are deep and moving. I am sorry for your loss.
Peace, SS
Regis
GOD BLESS YOU
Tony