Hugs and kisses to my dear honey in heaven...

My mind does wander today.
I keep thinking about my dear husband.
The man whom I love so much
and left us too soon.

I miss him giving me hugs and kisses
while I work in the kitchen.
He used to hug and kiss me,
comb my hair with his fingers.

These are the small gestures
I miss most from my dear husband.
Sometimes when you love a person,
actions do speak louder than words.

My husband showed me how appreciative
he was that I cooked a good meal.
He did that by coming into the kitchen
to give me hugs and kisses.

I'm glad I was married to this sweet man.
Our lives may not have been perfect,
but we made the best of it for ourselves
with what was gifted to us by God.

My mind does wander a bit today,
I was imagining what if I saw a person
who looks exactly like my husband.
Would it be okay if I go up to talk to that person?

Would it be okay if I asked him for his name?
Would it be okay if I asked him if he was married?
If so, what would be his wife's name?
Would her name be Sandie?

If so, then perhaps I would say,
"Well, you are my husband,
she is not your wife.
I am!"

Oh, he probably would think I'm a nut.
Would he?

So, perhaps if he was not even married.
Then, perhaps we could be friends, then lovers.
Then perhaps we may also be married!
Wouldn't that be nice?

Oh, I told you so!
My mind does wander today.
You're probably laughing your head off now
at these silly thoughts that are in my head.

Ahhh!!! Don't mind me while I continue
to think silly thoughts in my head.

Copyright (c) Sandie May Joyce
Christmas, 2020