RELATIONSHIP OF ABUSE
I thought long and hard,
How to send this message to you,
You know who you are. Yes, you…
You are the person that hides in their eyes,
That shivers and crawls within the shadows,
But smiles bravely and carries on.
I know of your secret pain,
The one where your mind constantly wanders back--
Back to the abuse, and the fear…
Where you can remember, see, and hear
Things you would rather shrug off and forget,
But for some reason linger
Making you doubt and cough,
Feeding the dark and wakeful nights…
Your pain is felt by me and more.
I know of all the horror,
You are not alone in this fearful place,
For I have journeyed with abuse’s taste
A vile brew within my mouth,
A defensive gesture to cover my face,
A clenching of my mind against the words,
And that confusion you feel
While trying to understand how one you love
Could do this to you…
Well,
I have felt that too.
We are everywhere,
You and I,
People cringing in their sighs,
People lost and used,
Those have been beaten with words, hands, and distrust…
Those have lain with an enemy
They never saw coming…
I am with you,
Right now as you read this,
I am holding you so you can release the weeping,
I know you,
Before you felt such pain,
I remember who we are supposed to be,
Happy, brave, and free…
Remember you with me.
Regis
Be always safe,
Karen