How can i tell you the truth
when i cant even tell you something so simple

I'm struggling with the things i want to say
with finding the right words

I'm finding it hard to say what i feel i need to

the words are there but i cant bring them out
not even in a letter

every time i think about telling you
it's hard for me to do.

It feels like it rises up
getting stuck in my throat

Feeling like I'm choking

I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to push you away

because you got to close

This world of vulnerability is new for me
I don't like feeling exposed for the world to see.

My heart is open,
leaving it to be either broke or nurtured.

It's fate rests in your hands.
 

Acirè C
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