I move as acted on by things,
Day and night, without cessation,
And I don't know when I'll come
To an end of my circling. Clearly,
I am completely framed here,
And even one who fancies that
He knows that what is appointed
Cannot be determined beforehand.
I am in this way daily passing on,
But all day long I'm communicating
My views to you, . . and now
When we are shoulder to shoulder,
Face to face, you don't even try
To understand my point --
Is it not the matter for lamentation?
You are able in a measure to set forth
What I more clearly set forth, but
That is passed away, and you look for it,
As if it were still existing, just as if
You were looking for a horse
In the now empty stable
Where it was formerly exhibited for sale.
You have very much forgotten
My affection to you, and I have
Very much forgotten wherein
I loved you. But, nevertheless,
Why should you account this
As an evil? What you forget
Is but my old self; that which
Cannot be forgotten remains
With me as the new; and you
Must try and have the matter out.
Love ya!
Jane
Ron