You are my normal. I will continue to pardon you. I’m attracted to you. To me, you stuck to like more than one bottle of glue. You’ve done me wrong and I keep saying I’m gone leave you alone. You’re magnetic field is so strong. I might be just stupid or I don’t think I deserve better. It’s just another day, but the same old grey weather. I can blame my father because he never showed me how I’m supposed to be treated. I’m in the lack seated in the backseat chillin with what I always needed.

Thinking that I’m so in love, but you are just a drug filling me up with that emptiness. The devil I’ve kissed. Pieces of God I’ve dissed. Overlooking the treated, I’m too tricked out. No one there to knock into me some sense. In these false promises I’m losing me. How do I regain my feet after being cut waist deep, when most of the fault belongs to me? The blood just continues to seep that represents every failure known to leap. I was never able to see what was hurting me and stealing life from me. I won’t front, I’m still not able to see. I’m gone keep adding until there is nothing left to subtract and what I end up with I’ll deal with the fee. Foolish of me to think the way I do and expect my life to move. I’m standing in my own way and seeing what I want to, blinded.