I was disturbed, I was confused
Why happiness continue to elude
I want to shout, I want to get loose
Coz pain continue to haunt.
Then one day you came and color my world
My life momentarily caught some flame
A burning fire conquered my fear
And set myself to love again
And through the airwaves…..
You lend an ear to hear my plights
You extend you arms to hug me tight
Your loving thoughts and kind affection
Begin to inspire and rekindle my emotions
But pain has again took its stride
As I let you go and entertain my pride
Regrets sink in for everything is lost
Including you whom I love the most.
But I have to endure and live with it
I’ll just say a prayer and whisper it in the air
That someday God will spare me
From a love that is so elusive and happiness so unfair.
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