I remember
many things
about those
days, and you.
I remember
diving into
brownest eyes
and staring,
as though
I couldn't get
deep enough,
then burning
the love
I saw there
into a memory
to keep
for all time.
I remember
how with you,
total silence
could be so
comfortable,
and how it
was the first
time in my life
I ever felt
that to be so.
I remember
how safe I
felt with you.
Even how you
said my name
was different
and I remember
thinking then
that even my name
was safe
in your mouth.
I remember
how we would
make love
all night
and stay in bed
all day,
then skinny dip
to cool down
all the places
our lovemaking
heated up.
I remember
lying in your
arms in the
afterglow
and thinking
how profound
it was,
the way
the brain
hitched a ride
when the body
did all the work.
You were
my miracle
in our own
short season.
And it makes
me remember
the last time
I saw you
because
I will never
forget the pain
of that loss.
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