outer appearance a world amuck
people doubting, feeling overwhelmed
negativity so anxious and heartsick
 

i question too, the system, the experience
expectations of elation, enthusiasm, joy
when was the positive difference going to succeed
 

i understand options are limitless
 

could i stand through the face of adversity
connect with and hold on to deep gratitude
perceive the incredible light, pushing to surface
through the quagmire of negativity
 

believe it or not perception was beginning to shift
 

where i boldly once bounded into missions
willing to trigger and activate lower energies
knowing the effort was guided divine
and accepted the accelerated cleansing
 

i now felt cautious to participate
contemplating carefully how it resonates
what was selfless and fulfilled purpose
to accomplish the unique facets of the divine plan
 

my heart rushes with deep longings
 

to embrace those longings on common ground
giving credence that union is powerful and sacred
so beyond the surface of orgasmic gratification
but the natural out flowing of love consciousness
 

intimate relationship, the wonder of sharing
a journey of our higher selves
liberating spirit from the cross of matter
to festival venus and resolve ourselves
 

your spirit of goodwill knows, i love you