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The beasty boy 3/22/2006 5:06:34 PM
I have the empty hole in my gut that happens every time that the beast is active in him. I have the empty hole in my gut that happens every time that the beast is active in him. Today it feels like the Grand Canyon. I feel only hopeless helplessness as I watch the beast eat him from the inside out. It touches me whenever I am close but my insides reject its lure. Thank God for some luck! Certainly not lucky in love or life so at least I can give thanks for this small victory. On the positive side he keeps the dealers in rock and booze solvent! Okay thats not that positive it's ironic though that there is a moral decent man inside all this crap I see on the outside. But the beast has locked all that away, locked in a dark room hoping that the real soul will die from neglect. But he has one thing even the beast cannot kill. God loves him!
