You wouldn't believe
how much I want to hate you
for messing with
my head
my heart
my life
everything's gone upside down,
and it's your fault.
Do you know
how much I want to believe you?
How much I want
to be
with you
and so
we could be so perfect
perhaps I'm just a fool.
You wouldn't believe,
how much I want you
to tell me that you
want me,
love me,
but I
know that isn't how it works,
not in my tainted world.
Please won't somebody
save me from this
broken, loveless existance,
which is tearing me down,
and messing with my mind.
I don't deserve this...
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Reviewed by Letitia Blount (Reader)
Reviewed on November 12, 2002
Sometimes I get lost for words and don't know what to say and this is one of those times. I guess I can say I can relate and the emotions jump right out at you. I can remember the pain. Sad but an excellent write.
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