Just to hear her say it, would be glorious to me
I have heard the beautiful blonde sing it to the world
My imagination is paramount, because I fantasize it is to me
But Oliva is singing to the world
I the hopeless romantic would love to hear someone say it to me
Those magic words, I love you
Someone I still hold dearly said to me once, I never loved you
It caused me to have a breakdown of epic proportions
My whole life has been of rejection
While others had a childhood I lived in torture
Never do I blame my Mom because she had her own demons
The ladies with the black cloaks seen to that
So I reach out to kind ladies
Somewhere even in my December years I wait on her
She must be somewhere on this planet Earth
Maybe even in Phoenix Arizona
She may come to my door
I no longer can look for her
My thoughts turn to the dead mans lament
Never was I loved, not even into death
TONY MIKE NERONE
6-19-10
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Margaret
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Regis
You shouldn't spend your whole life resenting things. A lot of people didn't have much of a childhood. I didn't either. I was raised by my servant who was hired just to look after me, after I've gone back home to live with my parents after the death of my grandfather. But all in all I don't blame my parents for anything. If I had to write about my childhood, which I had already, there were still plenty of good moments from both sets of my grandparents that I can think of writing.
Circumstances make the person, not our fathers, not our mothers; we owe it to ourselves to make ourselves happy. You have to be happy within yourself in order to receive happiness from others. You have to feel love within yourself and love yourself in order for others to give love to you.
You just have to open yourself up to more receptive to joy from the most simplest thing in life and not be resenting moments of unhappiness.
I have had a lot of unhappiness in my life too, but I have almost forgotten them, because they're not worth thinking about and remembering. I sorted out the good moments in my life and I called that "my life" and it works great for me because when I think about those moments of happiness it makes me happy too.
When I die, I die a happy person, because it's all I can remember - being happy!!! Having lived a good life inspite of some hardship.
Be more positive, so to receive positive energies into your being. Think of something good in your life, even for a period at some points in time, and store them in your memory, and always remember to think about those happiness. In time you will be a much happier person.
Love you, my dear friend,
Sandie Angel :o) XXX
Georg
Much peace, LOVE, and light,
Amber "V"
Oh Tony, you are FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Blessings,
Christine
Love,
Sage