I get that feeling
that tingling..
butterflies in my stomach feeling
I know it could be love..
So I..
Stomp on it..
Bury it..
Don't deal with it...
Lock it in a crate..
until the feelings dissipate..
Yet I want it..
Can taste it..
Crave it..
Am a slave to it..
But I cannot let it out..
I must kill it..
Fill it with pain.
Never let gain entrance
into my heart again..
No more room left..
no vacant part..
Not an inch left
without a scar..
So if you think
you love me..
Please do it from afar..
My heart cannot survive..
another bitter scar.
Erica, I always say that too and then I give in to the intoxication of love. Thinking I can control the outcome this time around. Yeah right. You said it very well.
Erica,
I know this feeling
it took me forever to come out
again so much pain rejection
and only left with the emotional scars
they never complete heal
and every so often they show their ugly mark
to make me cautious.
Emotional excellent write here.
Peggy
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I know this feeling
it took me forever to come out
again so much pain rejection
and only left with the emotional scars
they never complete heal
and every so often they show their ugly mark
to make me cautious.
Emotional excellent write here.
Peggy