Otherworldly Heart                                                          

Standing on the edge in contemplation....

The slightest breeze could send me over....

My heart is dead yet I'm still living....

This place is no longer where I want to be.....

betrayal and misconceptions, when love is the only thing in me....

Crucified inside yet no one seems to know....

I see the truth inside of those who blindly follow the illusion....

And I question what it will take to set them free.....

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The falsehood of acceptance and the truth of rejection

This oneness that I feel so strong in me....

The association I can no longer handle ....

To a government that supports annihilation and greed....

 I truly wish that this life was over and my spirit finally free....

But because of my convictions and the vision that resides within

I continue to die among the living and to wonder if the dreams that I'd been given were meant to remain in vain....

To survive in a world of striving and ambition,....

The thirst for power is not for me....

I'm too conscious to partake of this countries coldness, fear and self-centered desire to gain global rule while disregarding the crying out of humanity ....

in all honesty, I've lost heart, energy, money and almost all I have to provide for those in need....

yet there is no end to what other seek to gain in order to become empowered and self maintained....

so I continue  to broadcast the truth of this world's illusion and to transform those who have ears to hear

to help restore the life force of this planet and of those who  are trying to heal.....

Though I know it's the Divine Mothers  will for me to keep moving forward and to speak truth of mans in-justice and in-humanity to man....

 I can't help but feel the desire to turn my back on those who seem to never learn from history and the negative outcomes that they continue to breed.....

I so strongly feel my alien-nation because this life reminds me daily how much I don't belong....

 and my desire to bring enlightenment to this worlds ignorant and return to whats beyond....

to be home among the ethers once again where there is no false deception

This is where i am truly free to roam and the True womb of my conception. ....

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From the book "Soulism"

By D. M'Chelle..