Suddenly I am confused.
My mind is full, but nothing makes sense.
Suddenly I am afraid.
My body tense, as if death is approaching.
Suddenly I am let down.
My life but a shadow of what I expected.
Suddenly I am alert.
My sense of all is multiplied.
Suddenly I am ashamed.
My face turns downward to hide.
Suddenly I am nervous.
My hands shaking against my will.
Suddenly I am defiant.
My thoughts fight to overcome.
Suddenly I am crying.
My pain shows in my tears.
Suddenly I am human.
I feel, I need, I hope and I pray.
I am a woman.