Simple Little Pretty Things
Solitaire stood the glass clown, next to the crystal carousel.
On a shelf filled with tiny what-nots
that you always loved so very well.
Simple little pretty things,
All placed with care, and filled with dreams.
Like your delicate paintings on the wall,
which for some reason, always hung askew.
Then there are the photographs of all the children
taken with Kodak's, Cannons, and Minoltas too.
From times when they were little,
until they finished school.
Oh how strong our memories cling
to such treasured and inanimate things.
Yet time and age has brought unto me this sad chill,
As I ponder and scrutinize the listings
Of who gets this and who gets that on our final will.
Yet this I must ask…
who is worthy of your tiny glass clown
The one that made you smile amidst tears
In spite of its cold and bitter frown.
Who to shall all this we leave?
For I am burdened with question,
And confounded by hesitation.
For I wonder still….
Shall the benefactor of this glass clown
With its sad little face…will they love it….
Will they love it as you have loved them?
Or will they discard it without ever
realizing what it is truly worth.
Or will they treasure it as you have
after all these wonderful years together on this earth.
It is of these things… it is of this will,
It is of the treasures of our simple life,
It is of the happiness that our love has fulfilled.
So pray tell…how can I leave all this that you love so best,
To another that shall merely regard it as Mom and Pops mess.
I swear, I think, I would rather see it all melt into a fiery sky
the very moment in time that we bid this world good-bye.
J. Allen Wilson © 2005
this is delicate, and very difficult
maybe you should ask them , who wants what just an ideal
or buy a special case a give it as a gift
(if my death isn't a (too much of surprise) i plan to gave myself a going away party)
that is where the gift ideal came from
Love Tracey
extremely well written ... the emotional quality of this poem is very moving ... the images brought us into your state of mind and the intensity of your convictions ...
Love Eileen