My dog deserves a better dad,
He is such a good guy, never does he make me sad,
For what I’ve done in my life, God should be at me mad,
I should be dead, but I live, I should be in hell,
But still I do live relatively well…
I should be experiencing permanent pain,
No I haven’t anyone slain, but,
I still don’t deserve to be in any way happy,
I still live my life as karmically as possible,
I try to create mirth, when its death I should gain…
I live everyday with an inside pain,
Not a physical one, though at times I do,
I feel I deserve to be the animal in a stinking, fetid zoo,
And my dog does deserve to sit near God,
Completely happy, well fed and totally anew…
© ed 1/24/09
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(((HUGS))) and love, Karla.
And Rufuz tells my dogs you're a pretty decent Dad - so snap out of it, Bro, and write Part III of old Edvard's crazy new adventure.
blue?
out of touch?
guilty?
sorry for yourself?
You found your stach didn't you??
Peace brother
William
Ed the Elder
Look in your mirror, thaw out your taps, shower, thank God for the strength to say "this is the first day of the rest of my life" and make a difference, one only you can do dear friend for you just need a new beginning Ed. Remember leave the past where it belongs, in the past.
Newfie Hugs, Rose
Rufus has his Heaven with YOU. I hope you will feel better soon and realize your own worth, You are a wonderful man with a kind heart. You are worth ALOT to your AD family and also Rufus. We need you! We all love you.
Blessings and love,
~Linda
Maybe we are, maybe we are.
~W~
You must be going through a depressive time. I think I was there a while back, and it took me quite some time to snap out of it. I hope you do too!!!
We love you!!!
((((( Hugs )))))
Sandie Angel :o)
We all have depressed days, and I'm Rufuz will love you no matter what you did or didn't do. We all love you.
Hugs,
Mary
AND Rufuz would die without you.