Feet of Light
R.I.P. Dad 11-01-2009
I bathe my Father’s aged, worn,
peeling
Nile brown feet
feet that once proudly trod the noble
earth
from his island home in the
Caribbean
to the island of Manhattan
around the world as a WW II vet and
back
these feet are raw with life
patting them dry, gently filing the
gnarled nails
even simple tasks like this so hard
for him to do now
and tender touches few and far
between
He seems to enjoy the gentle foot
massage with sweet oils
my thoughts soak in rich memories
of Dad’s wise words and honest living
His imperfections, too, a monument,
a testament to one determined
to stay the course, to not quit, despite
emotional, economic and ethnic
obstacles
anointing his feet with more oil,
I reflect on the early pain between us
how the balm of Love and
Forgiveness
which soothes and softens
all calloused, hardened feelings
blessed us with healing
Clasping my Father’s feet in my
hands
I bow to his Lotus feet
he was my first glimpse of God and
Unconditional Love
Reminds me of the time my father, slowly dying in a hospital bed, was visited by me and my family when we all came together for my brother's wedding. My partner noticed that my father's toenails were very long and unkempt. She immediately began cutting his toenails. Although he had tubes in his mouth so that he could not speak, his eyes and facial expression showed that he was afraid of what she was doing. But, before she finished, he settled down and began to enjoy her care of his feet.
These days, since I can no longer care for them myself, she is constantly checking my toenails and massaging my feet, making sure that everything is all right in such a loving way.
Ron