Author Note:

The rebel never dies he just reaches for the dull rising star

Words seem to fail as I think about the time In the wonder of another sun I wrote you the love Feel me in the word of my love as I see you free In the eyes of my heart I hold you against the wind and sand of time Old dreams yours and mine blend to together in the mist of early dawn and in the love shared you were on the edge of my mind Sing me a place were money does not count If you be a god or a goddess why did you pick me So dumb as to believe I could overcome  prestige Silly days spent in the path of not caring and we just let it pass So much I was lost in those dreamy blue eyes and child inside me cried Because in the morning I knew you would be gone to the world of safe Car races the edges of a drunken nightmare as your father's face sours His beautiful daughter out with a reject from a time that died His hand shook in fear when he realized that you were in love Written in the stars long before fate slipped up Glow of life burned through the blue eyes and golden hair, I was alive A wild-eyed child following only his heart with hard hands Summer drifted among the lily pads kiss of summer sun love burned red hot You melted into me like the fire lost in the dreams of passion-filled nights Warm the glow of the hearts that reached for and found the single dream Fall rested in the cold rooms of an empty old house left dead by the father’s money Fear filled his heart as he realized he could not buy my heart but your mother begged me to leave Idealist in the body talks to the mind, not worthy of, not having enough to give Fired up the goat and drove the last miles to the hell of war, Metronome Island gained your grace Hollow spot grows in the void left my your loss to  sad lonely child man Death ran around me in the hail of screams dying in throats still I saw you Returning I found you, hooked on the drugs of hate, white powder leads to a dying fate Educated well beyond your years, you cried in my arms, I gave you back to them whole I did not fit your new social sands and your friends hated that I took you from their hell White powder you are cured and I leave your hate, of my job done, killed love, a piece of you By my wit, I live in the shadow, of old knowledge, that makes me, a value add Layered in the world of money, you found me, just as you left me, in love with you Torture finds many entrances in my mind and positions I call my life  Older now you touch my hand, with a smile, eyes melt my soul, but you have nothing left, to give me that I have not already taken form you Age of pain seen and laid, makes a man, no less a man, but maybe more of a lost child Alone, I always was looking for you, but when I found you, you were gone Social graces allow you, to be the angel, to the poor, my soul cries out In my world, I am a reaching beacon, to those in my path, to you, I am still your lover Hope falls into the skill of capture, the net filled with holes allows a spiral hold Stood next to you, at a party and dedication, in a foolish moment Soft and child like, you knew we needed to test the rule We are still drifting on the lake and the taste of love filled every inch of both of us Wisdom at the sun's light consumed us before parting, we parted knowing some things are not allowed Dreaming is the only world that is real as the days turn life to the young and foolish