the day was fine

everything was going right

the sun was at its brightest shine

then came the fright

standing alone

in my room

little did I know

this was my day of doom

he approached me

unaware

he spoke to me

of despair

being forceful

being rough

to him it was all desirable

to him "no" wasnt' enough

he forced himself on me

I tried pushing him away

but then he hit me

and there I lay

now the one thing I have is gone

and I'm left in much pain

my life since then had been wrong

 my feelings aren't fully sane

so each day I live

my hate grows more

and I give all I can give

to fight this never ending, losing war