my mind is like a time bomb, i am ready to explode, i hear voices and they scare me, i am on the edge of a breakdown, and i can not controll these thought's, they escape, and i feel i can know longer hold on, i try to shield there echo, that seems to repeat themselves in my head, my eye's decieve me, and vision's of a monster stares back at me in the mirror, it's image's i do not recognize, nor do i pretend not to notice, i fear the worst, for it walks with me, my shadow, my course, i can feel myself screaming, but my vocals do not let my words pass, help me, i cry, i am alone, running does not free me from it, it's foot steps are beside me, i can't controll it's rage, i feel harms' intent, and danger is what it whisper's, i am afraid, i don't like me, like a fool i look back into the mirror, and what's looking back at me, is not the monster i see, but me, in my dream,

life is full of do's and don'ts and it is what we make rational decisions with, if not like could be full of monster's in thought, words and action,

this is dedicated to my friend of is know trying to find strength, my love is with you, you know who you are, kisses,