Son, I know you are sick
I know you suffer so
There is no cure
And this you and I know
‘Your spirit is freer than the rest,
Your creative imagination is so ahead of ours’
I explain while you protest,
Your thoughts are not in our powers.
I hate to see you bear
Such an un-just burden
Your mind heavy with unrealistic fears,
I wish I could always be there to wipe your quiet tears.
The world is not kind to an illness like yours,
I am helpless to stop this progression.
I weep a river for you when you finally sleep,
In some cruel ironic way, wishing it were only fatal.
In November 2009, Scotty's illness precipitated the events of his death at age 23. I read somewhere when Scotty was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia that 90% of those suffering would be dead or homeless by the age of 40. I thought, 'I won't ever let Scotty be homeless'. I disregarded the dead portion, too much to bare the thought. Well we bare it now.
It is fatal, only if it wasn't!
Susie Harrison
AKA-Mom
Janet
*tears* (((HUGS))) and prayers :(