sometimes we need to write our feelings down and get them in the open to deal with them. You take care my friend

hugs

Kat

Fee, It is good to have the gift of writing to express your feelings, your pain and sorrow. I wish I could express myself so well.

ann

A modern psalm of desperation caused by grief. Wish I could pen my emotions so plaintively, Fee. Know how you feel. Ghosts all around me.

Hugs, Lin

Fee this is a very sad poem
Your words captured a deep loneliness
I myself have felt a few times when the storms
In my life downpour upon my soul
Beautiful poem
Fill with aloneness and intense painful
Feelings!
Beautifully writing piece as I read this piece your
Words that brought tears and loneliness to my soul!!
You’re in my prayers!!
Peace Love and Light and Hugssss....Yolie

Give yourself more time, Fee. I can feel the different emotions in this poem. Heartache, frustration, a little fear.... They mix to create this haunting poem. Well done.
Sheila

it is a time when recollection offers not the wonderful moments we once dreamt -- it is a time when reality's harshness places a firm grip upon our dreams and the moments of half-sleep -- remnants of our distraught state at times of high anxiety and bereavement -- these are the times that tax us with turmoil -- peace and love my friend -- Jon Michael

so true...our faces we change,,,night time always brings a time to reflect....beauiful work!
hugs,
Christine

Felix,This is a powerful poem that reveals aloneness and lonliness.
It is so vivid.
The pain the speaker is experiencing is palpable.
Reading it saddened me,but it is an excellent expression of the emptiness and loneliness we all have felt or will feel someday.
Barbara Henry

WOW! What a POEM Sweetie!
This poem speaks clearly!
This dark place you are, is for these poems to be writtin and shared!He has a plan, and he is using you for them NOW!
Someone (many) need to know these feelings!
Thank you for them Sweet Fee!
Stay Positive, Happy and Strong, before long all this will pass, and happiness will last!

WRITE ON!
Warmest Blessings of Love, Light and Peace, Warrior Purple Lady SHEExooo
Speak it, Write it and Share it! YOU are NEVER Alone friend!!! NEVER! and Don't forget it! YOU are Loved! God Bless!

A beautiful write. I enjoy your writing.

I can really relate to this, Fee.
We've got to let the electric lights
be our umbrellas...

You describe the dilemma well. The watchfulness, the dread of sleep the needing of rest and comfort. These are all a normal part of grieving. sucks though big time. I hope you find some comfort from a close friend or a grieving support group or a pastor or someone else. It is not good to be in this state alone. Warm embrace, J'nia

With the blues, you can go right away and say it, we all have been there from time to time, what you need to come out of the deep well is a trusted friend with a rum bottle with an invitation for you to extract some tunes from that guitar of yours.

Georg

Felix, This is beautiful, sadness taking it's journey...and hopefully keeps moving on. Warmth and Love to you, Carin'

Fee, One of your finest poems told straight from your loving heart. Sometimes we think about our mortality. It is a good thing, because death is always at bay. Do not fear, but embrace a better life when the time comes. You have so much to give and so much more to write.
Keep on writing because you have a big fan right here, my friend.
Peace, love, and light,
Amber "V"

RIght now I just wanna hug yah tight, coz i know the hurt you are feelin. I hate Easter, not because of Calvary, but I too lost someone precious the week before...It hurts Fee, but you must let it out, write it out, talk about it, cry!
Big men can Cry too..
Thinking of you, praying for you...
Sending Hugzzz across the Sea.
Love Cherrypie

Often there are voices that remind us that we need to continue to enjoy the moment, for life is a wave that has its ups and downs; leading to a shoreline that will eventually harbor paradise. Enjoyed

Beautiful writing sweet Fee enjoyed very much..take care and be safe...Hugss

Humans were never meant to be alone. The feeling you have expressed in this poem touches me to the very core. Very nicely penned.

Wonderful Fee. This is beautiful. I think everyone can relate to this at one point in their lives.

Linda

Two faces - I think something most of us endure from time to time in our lives. May the face that brings you joy and happiness return soon.

Beautiful piece of your heart Felix!
The only real comfort is we are always all one either side of life.. no ending... just graduations and promotions in our soul's growth and journey... A circle never ends ... just like Us...
Love to you always Brave Soul,
Suzie xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Although this is sad and dark, you have expressed your feeling so very well. You are in my thoughts and prayers, Fee...stay strong.

hang in there, my friend--these are tough times, tough emotions--but you will hang in--those wee ones still need their "Poppy"

I can certainly relate to this. I doubt my comments will be eloquent or meaningful, only that I too am in this darkness.

In spite of your suffering right now, you've written an outstanding poem. This one grips the soul of anyone who has suffered deep loss. Know that the Lord God knows your pain and weeps with you. With prayers, Connie

I live and breathe this nearly every day of my life. Now that I think of it, my shrink had me draw pictures of both faces... wonder what I did with them??? You have an amazing talent. Keep writing my friend, it's a great way to work it through. Hugs, Kathy

Felix a lot of feelings written within each line dear. You have been through a lot here lately and your feelings are very normal. You are not cracking up. Thank you for sharing and know we are thinking of you.

Love ya face Cuz XOXOXO, Rose

I think we all, that have lost someone close, have experienced something similar, Fee...this too shall pass, eventually, though I lost my dad 20 years ago and still feel his presence at times...maybe sleep in the daytime & walk the beach at night, its what I did for a few months after my dads loss...by the way, I have sent you some sun, as long as you keep those flurries up there...Ed

(((Fee)))

(((HUGS))) love and prayer - I know how you feel. Well done. This one of two faces loves ya!

Karla.

You're in my prayers now more than ever, buddy! Please talk to someone about your feelings; I am worried about you! Heartrending write; well penned!

(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :(

My dear Fee:

I really don't know what is happening; but when I stepped into Facebook today and I've found your post which explains the state of mind that you're in, and I'm truly sorry for my earlier comments to you.

To lose someone very close to you, you will feel her presence all the time, as if she has never left you. When my dad passed away I was heartbroken, but a few days later while I was sleeping I felt someone had moved my blanket, and place it and securing it on top of me, and I knew it was my dad who had done that to let me know he was there to see me. Both my mom and my dad come into my dreams from time to time. It is a way of them communicating with me relaying to me the messages that I need to know.

Nothing is going to be the same, but you'll learn to know that you are not alone and your sister will be much closer to you than before, for she will always be there for you watching over you.

My prayers are with you and your family.

Love you always,

Sandie Angel