Is it love when the person
you love can't return it
or when they don't you
are in love with them?
Stuck in my throat
are feelings.
I cannot vocalize to you.
I cannot tell you.
I don't want to lose you,
baby.
Whenever I see you,
I want to know about thee.
Whenever I am in your prescence
all I want to do is curl under you.
I love to look at you all day.
You always make my day.
When I hear your voice
it makes me smile.
Almost everything you do
makes me smile.
I always love to hear your
voice...it makes my day.
When I go to sleep at night,
I ache.
I know I cannot ever say
how I truly feel.
Don't want to sacrifice
this friendship.
So again, I ask,
"Is it true love even if the
person you love don't know you
love them?"
I am scared to say the words.
I am scared to feel the emotions.
But I cannot help it.
I fell for you a long time ago.
I'm afflicted.
I'm sick and in need of
some healing.
Everyday even when
we are apart, I am restless
wondering what you are doing.
Are you happy?
How do you really feel about me?
Once again, I hold back.
I know that this could change
everything.
I don't want to be this
weak woman, but
you make me weak.
Emotionally I am so much
into you that it scares me.
Never felt emotions take my
soul over like this.
I'm afflicted, confused
and don't know what to do.
I guess it's too late to
take back the feelings.
Now I gotta ride this
storm out
until I come to a safe
haven somewhere.
Maybe you love me.
Maybe you don't.
All I know is that
I feel you for.
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