Darkness descends all around me to the point where I see no hope at all.
Depression builds slowly and insidiously letting it go unnoticed until I fall.
My life and the life of others can become of no consequence to me.
Sadly if there be beauty left in the world it something my eyes do not see.
Is it depression that causes a man to give up hope and feel only disappointment and pain?
Possibly it is the fact he has looked away from God and looks now upon life with disdain.
Depression eats at your very soul and clouds your mind in the darkness of despair.
Once you have given up on the quest for happiness you find disappointment everywhere.
If you do not come to grips with this sickness which infects your mind and spirit
You will live in a world where beauty exists but your heart and soul cannot hear it.
When something snaps within your soul your ties with God are no more.
This is the moment when Satan rejoices for it is a moment he has waited for
Philippians 4:8
Finally, brethren, whatever is true , whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.
Peace&Grace,
Sharon
Not only did I mourn for the 32 murdered ..I mourned for the boy who committed them. After all, Father God created him, too.
People don't just (snap!) become like this overnight.. Something/someone crushed his very spirit (severe trauma), probably when he was very young. That creates a spiritual opening for satan to move in and try to create a stronghold...depression IS a spirit of hatred, turned INWARD, onto one's self. Just like those of us who house the Holy Spirit produce good fruit, those evil spirits multiply and produce bad fruit.
Resentment is the handmaiden to hatred; every time that poor, miserable soul was spurned or scorned, his resentment actually FED the spirit of hatred, until it grew so huge, it became a spirit of Murderous Rage, whose only end is DEATH.
We now live in an age of Lawlessness, as the LORD told us would happen, and we live in a "Death Culture" Our young people are now shooting each other down in our neighborhood streets, every day. I believe Cho WAS searching for help...he mentioned being crucified like Jesus. He was speaking metaphorically, of course..but describing the intensity of his pain, and knowing what he was about to do, probably tried to find some form of "forgiveness" first. My heart goes out to all the families of the perished, including his.
God bless you for posting this, Lew.
Rhonda
God Bless
Lena
You and I (and many others) on the same page today: our hardened hearts refuse to be stirred unless a tragedy of monumental proportions occurs; then we flood into the light for a temporary moment, only to return to our caves of darkness and apathy. Well done.
(((HUGS))) and love, Karla. :(
It is mankind's apathetic view on caring for your fellow man that has brought us to this fate, and the removal of God from our schools, our homes, our very lives. We are suffering as a result of this; and nobody seems to have any answers. Sad state our nation or world is in nowadays; scary!
Chllling write! One day we will answer to the Big Guy Upstairs and for many it will be a bad wakeup call; they will find out too late that they screwed up big time!
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :( >Tears! <
Wonderful write Lew.
Lisa