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Brain Disorder Reality
by Elizabeth A. Price → (All Poetry by Elizabeth A. Price)
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Brain disorder is the current politically correct way of saying someone is mentally ill. Yeah, try to sell that one. Crazy is as Crazy does. Having bipolar I disorder (the disorder of violence, going postal, assinations, etc...)I find myself lumped in with the crimanilly insane at times. Nothing could be farther from the truth. I was married for 17 years at one time from which I crawled out of on my hands and knees. Raised my daughters and am proud as I can be at how they have matured into adulthood. I held a job for over 21 years. I have been stable, with a uhm a few detours of most embarrassing episodes, in most areas of my life. I take flights of fancy in my writing at times and usually only act out on paper. I think this is healthy. My poetry sometimes, too dark for some, is my outlet. But here is the way I see it....






Brain Disorder Reality

 

 

Self help, self-esteem

Enough “making happy” to make me scream

Feel this, feel that

Disregard all the facts

Books tell me to live my dreams

Reality grabs, ideas demeaned

Smile, be polite

Try to be really liked

Don’t remind them you’re crazy

There’s no political acceptancy

I can’t help what’s in my genes

Fire in my soul is not an emergency

Depression in my heart

Both emotions tear my life apart

Nonviolent, don’t own a gun

Going postal, it shouldn’t be done

Disease is easy to be blamed

If the rest of the world goes insane

Therapy and medication

Follow through every suggestion

Tell on yourself, you’ll feel better

Cry your eyes out, it doesn’t matter

End of day all alone

Heavy heart still forlorn

 
 
 
 


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 Reviews of "Brain Disorder Reality"
Reviewed by Mary Coe
Reviewed on February 14, 2008
very touching, heartfelt, powerful and encouraging write. This poem shows so much wisdom.

Reviewed by Louisa Dobbins
Reviewed on December 8, 2007
I certainly do respect how you
brought respect to our life.
Superior and encouraging poetry.

Reviewed by Kimmy Van Kooten
Reviewed on November 3, 2007
Tell on yourself, you’ll feel better...Oh this is good!
I've always told my kids...if I don't end up going crazy, I'll FAKE IT! LOL!
Enjoyed~
Love and Peace~
Kimmy~

Reviewed by David Young
Reviewed on November 2, 2007
The heartbeats of writing roller coaster verse that rants inside who you are, a talented poet that must write her wings of true spirits.

Reviewed by Sheila Roy
Reviewed on November 1, 2007
Your strength shows in this poem - others can battle this as well as you do. Love the flow in this one, along with the honesty. Hugs. I'm tracking you....

Be well,

Sheila

Reviewed on September 27, 2007
I appreciate your honesty and frankness in this write. Very well done; brava!

(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :(

I swear sometimes I'm bipolar; I have wild mood swings at times; drives me *crazy*!

Reviewed by Axilea MU
Reviewed on September 26, 2007
We are human and can't be expected to be perfect. We cannot face every bit of reality all the time. That would be living in a dictatorship.

Thank you for this well written piece.

Greetings,

Axilea

Reviewed by E T Waldron
Reviewed on September 12, 2007
I am not bi-polar,but did deal with something similar and I wish there were some way to bring us all to a better understanding of mental problems! You have done a very good job of explaining it here and I salute you! In the seventies I had changed my life completely and went to work in a mental health facility while taking nursing. As you know the subject is just too complex to make sense of in this venue, but wanted to say that bottom line,we must learn to be honest with ourselves, with respect, and acceptance,and not be constantly having to explain our moods etc. If we just live through it without demeaning ourselves we can get through. Hope I've made some sense. Just want to say thank you for sharing and hope you continue to keep that self-esteem high, and do things to make yourself happy!
God bless you!

Eileen

Reviewed by Phyllis Jean Green
Reviewed on September 12, 2007
TELL it, girl!! TELL it!! Slam-dunk if I ever saw one!

Me, I prefer manic depression over bipolar. Latter seems to me like a euphemism. My mother and brother suffered from manic deprssion. Symptoms used to plague me. [Maybe still do, but by now are par for the course. Just who I am? Nuttin' wrong with bein' crazy!] All self-medicated to varying degrees. As you know,consequences can be tragic when you stir in alcohol. Bad relationship, don't talk. Here I go again, ranting on. YOU HAVE DONE A WONDERFUL JOB...NOT JUST OF WRITING, BUT OF LIVING. Not just surviving, but. . .l i v i n g. No real cure [right?], but creating art out of the pain and g i v i n g are very therapeutic -- and not just for
the sufferer. You are living p r o o f!! Thank you for speaking up!
For being so forthright!! With respect, admiration, and affection. . .mixed with not a little awe, <3 Pea <3

Reviewed by Kate Burnside
Reviewed on September 11, 2007
Elizabeth, this really moves me and is probably the best read on the subject I have ever... read... I think many of us can relate in some shape or form, even if only mildly so or even if we have never actually officially been given the "label" bi-polar. Who can fathom our workings which may be a great melting pot of genes, social conditioning and life experience... added to unique personal temperament, psyche and make-up. My father was paranoid schizophrenic alcoholic. My mother coped, was totally emotionally closed-down and was totally controlling therefore. My childhood was a mad pastiche of nutty and freaked out grown-ups and I retreated into my own world. I feel prey to predatory women, find blokes much easier which is frequently misread and misunderstood... And why I have been sucked in to talking about myself I have no idea, except... I LOVE THIS! It makes me pleased to be me and pleased that you are you, hang-ups and all. We are how we are because of what we are... unique and world-class survivors. Self-esteem has been a lifetime problem for me, simply because I have measured myself against my perceptions of "normality". Now, because of writes like this and realising that all the "best" people are non-normals (massive generalisation here! And being a bit tongue-in-cheek as well, least I offend any Normals amongst us!!) I am at long last and at the ripe old age of 50, growing to love myself BECAUSE of my foibles.

I can’t help what’s in my genes
Fire in my soul is not an emergency
Depression in my heart
Both emotions tear my life apart

... fantastic lines which both give us credence and epitomises our brave struggles. And I suspect I speak for many, many among us here. But THANK YOU for giving us voice.

With love and full appreciation, Kate xx



Reviewed on September 11, 2007
You have much to be thankful for and proud of Dear Lady. Advice is cheap, so cheap it's usually free, and seldom helpful. Thank you for a wise poem. We spend our lives seeking that peaceful place within our own heart, and are blessed for every moment we get to spend there.

Reviewed by Helen Downey
Reviewed on August 28, 2007
You should stand proud of who you are and what you have accomplished. I hate when some lable others at the worst degree/ spectrum of a specific illness. How dare they. They do not know what harm they are doing to many innocent individuals. I enjoy yout work, you tell it as it is.

(((HUGS)))
Helen

Reviewed by K. Mulroney
Reviewed on August 24, 2007
The rest of the world IS insane Liz. What you feel is normal! Maybe you simply feel to much, to deep. But you have always been open in your writing about your ups and down and I for one am happy you are my friend and a wonderful poet!

Reviewed by Karen Palumbo
Reviewed on August 23, 2007
You touch on a subject that many stay away from, but you are very strong and bold, be proud. You have suffered, but you have overcome, stand tall and be always proud of your accomplishments. Great write...

Be safe,
Karen

Reviewed by Joyce Bowling
Reviewed on August 23, 2007
An honest and well written offering my friend...you've penned from the heart, well done!
Blessings,
Joyce B.

Reviewed by Kathy Armijo
Reviewed on August 23, 2007
I truly understand your thoughts. Well done!

Kathy

Reviewed by Regis Auffray
Reviewed on August 23, 2007
Direct and honest, Elizabeth. I appreciate you sharing of your self. Love, peace, and strength to you,

Regis

Reviewed by Brett Moore
Reviewed on August 23, 2007
This is really good, Elizabeth. Straight from the hip writing.

Brett

Reviewed by Jean Pike
Reviewed on August 23, 2007
God bless you, Elizabeth. Keep on keepin' on, girl. You're an inspiration!


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