3 am I found your door.
Tears filled my eyes and i knew,
I knew i could always turn to you.
I could kick and scream,
I could laugh and cry,
I could confide everything.

Now your gone and i wonder,
I wonder why i wasn't there.
I wonder why you had to go,
I wonder why it had to end.
I wonder why i could save you.

You are my best friend,
You never turned me away,
You held me when i needed it,
You caught me when i fell,
You gave me a shoulder to cry on.

Now your gone and i wonder,
I wonder how it happened,
I wonder where you are now,
I wonder if you knew i cared,
I wonder if i could have  been there.