Sometimes when you say," I do", you should have said," I Don't"

You always say that I am not what you want and then are surprised when I want to leave,
Your constant rejection and cruelty, makes my heart grieve.
Your passion for me has died,
But a vow keeps me at your side.
At all cost we must keep the so called family intact,
Never mind about the love and passion we lack.
I am a passionate woman with wants and needs,
It is hard to ignore my desires, when my body pleads.
It is almost impossible to deny my lust,
Fight my longings, keeping a promise, earning your trust.
You should pray that another won't come along,
Offer me what I need, make me not care about right or wrong.
I ache and hurt while sadness covers me like a shroud,
I weep silently, never out loud.
While I remain unhappily by your side,
Slowly drowning in the tears I've cried.