As I always lament to myself," Oh Shit, Oh Dear, What a Hell of a mess I've gotten into here!"

As the sands run through an hourglass, so go the days of my life,
They are mostly filled with sorrow, pain and strife!
I have always been the one to nurture and care,
But in my time of need, there is no one there!
Sometimes I lament to the sky above,
" When will it be my turn, when will I be loved?"
I foolishly opened up to you, like a rosebud opens to the sun,
I was truly beguiled, I thought that you were the one!
Then you confessed that you were wooin two,
I said to myself," Oh Shit, Oh Dear, now what should I do?"
My feelings for you were like a runaway train,
I couldn't call them back and it drove me insane.
Now I must always watch what I write, afraid I might cause hurt,
I wish to cause no pain, or treat someone's feelings like dirt!
You were so wounded and needin someone to care,
That is why you sought me out knowin that I would be there!
Wanting no emotional ties to hold you, I said when you healed I'd go away,
But that was before love came into play.
I thought I was immuned to love, so we could just be friends,
I never planned on lovin you, that wasn't figured in.
The other woman is footloose and fancy free,
She can be in your arms immediately!
She can feel your pull as I do,
We have something in common, you!
You always tell me things today, that tomorrow you forget,
That keeps me in a constant state of regret.
Soon you will welcome her with open arms and kisses so sweet,
Hopefully it will be a beautiful moment
for both of you as you finally meet.
I hope it all works out, I truly do,
For I have always wanted the best for you.
I sadly realize that we should stay apart,
For you can't answere the question," Where Is Your Heart?"
So I still find myself lookin above,
Askin out loud," When Will I Be Loved?"

Music: When Will I Be Loved?