After all is said and done, the truth is you still love her and always will.

You spent your whole life loving her and giving her your all,
She repaid your devotion, by sucking you dry and setting you up for a fall.
Although you profess love for me, in your heart she is still number one,
I will always walk in her shadow, for you are blinded by her sun.
If she knew what she wanted, you would give her that too,
She has left, but still possesses you.
Sadly I love you, but I just can't compete,
For you still wish to worship at Helen's feet.
If she knew what she wanted, you would give her that too,
Your life still revolves around her, don't deny what is true .
Although she wants to destroy you, she still rages in your blood,
You so willingly drown in her flood.
You will always be her protector and defender,
Don't look for a Helen substitute, go get the real thing, woo and win her.
I am wishing you luck in your quest, I'll be cheering for you,
Then you can spend your life trying to figure our what she wants, then you can give her that too!