My body trembles, the coldness I must endure makes me ache,
I crave your warmth, I am frozen and there is no escape.
I exist in a world of blue,
As my body walks in zombie state, my heart calls out to you.
I feel hatred surround me and I slowly die,
Tears falling like rain, as daily I cry.
I retain my position, as cook, laundress and maid,
I paint a smile upon my lips, when no one is looking, it fades.
Each night my spirit leaves my body, vainly seeking you,
It refuses to believe, my dreams won't come true .
I was once granted a glimpse of what might have been,
My sad heart relives that vision, again and again.
I remain frozen, encased in ice,
I am numb, an unwanted, unloved wife.
Oh to just vanish and disappear,
To be anywhere, but just not here.
Music: Frozen
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Reviewed by Twisted Words (Reader)
Reviewed on August 10, 2008
No one writes with more emotion than you. From sad to sexy and sometimes riled, I hope your heart is not as manic as your writing... well I at least hope its mostly sexy. Your loyal fans are forever graced as you share your heart.
SC you share such saddness with us. It doesn't matter what you write, you share a piece of your innerself and we have come to love and respect you for that.
The sadness and feeling of emptiness to lose a spouse whether through death or divorce is such that no one who hasn't experineced can truly understand. You captured it well here SC and as always when you do a serious write you do it from the heart and soul. Warm hug going out from me to you as well to join Paul's.
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Here's a warm (((Hug))) for you. I hope that helps. Peace, Love and Blessings Always, Paul.