A part of me died today
it hurt so bad i almost cried
the words weren't ment that way
I know but it hurt inside
I want so much to know you care
I know you have  really tried
and that you just want to share
but it feels like I am put aside
I know it's not true and that you care
It's all in my head and the fear inside
maybe I'm manic or emotionally impaired
I just love you so much I'm about to burst
All you do is show how much you love
So I say hurt me again, do your worst
I'll grow some more with every shove