Sorry, I won't be posting much,
Things are a little crazy now;
Health's taken a turn for the worse,
I don't understand it; why now?

The doctors visits are frequent,
Way too many to even name;
I'll do my best to keep in touch,
And pray to God you'll do the same.

Guess it's just the way that life is,
We only have partial control;
When things seem to be going right,
Demons from hell seem to take hold.

I will keep reading what you write,
And reviewing your work, my friend;
I just can't write too much myself,
I've no idea how this will end.

If I should simply disappear,
Know I care for you all so much;
And please, don't shed a single tear,
It means I've been blessed by His touch.

That would be so easy to take,
To simply go and end this pain;
I've many reasons to fight this,
Like one more walk in a summer rain.

Besides, my little one needs me,
And I need him at least as much;
I turn this all over to God,
Either way, I'm blessed by His touch.

to be continued...............