I
cannot keep
being
the missing pieces of your boyfriend
the ones that you love the most

I
cannot sleep
knowing
that you will never wake beside me
because you choose to hide us

- And -

I
cannot leap
with you
hand in hand it's us against the world
this shared dream seems so pointless

More
like a hamster
on its angry wheel
spinning

 - when you -

Go to him/Run to me/Go to him/Run to me
Go to him/Run to me/Go to him/Run to me
 

 I 
cannot keep
being
the missing pieces of your boyfriend
stitched up patchwork of fun things
the one you love when we're alone

- And -

I
cannot weep
will not weep