when the world runs you over, don't dare try to get up!

the tears are drowning me
drowning me to death
you are all frowning I see
for you did not know the story
I do appreciate
that all are perfect to judge
all but me
the fish
that shall drown in the sea
of tears

banish me
please banish me
and step upon my face
for it is what I'm used to
I am merely a disgrace
a thorn to all humanity
a mess to me, to you
too nice to scare away my enemy
to angry to know what to do

I am sorry
that I finally
decided my name was great

I am sorry
that I finally
decided not to hesitate

I am sorry
that I lashed back
for no one ever does

I must be the first
the only
who defends themself and such

I will go back to being
the girl who never gets

the girl who never talks

the girl who always frets

I will return to my cave

and cry until it floods

I will drown in my tears

just like everyone does

for I am just the banshee

I had no provocation of any kind

I suppose everyone is surprised

and sees there name used online

not just used, but insulted

by someone you don't know

someone who hates your friends

but is too coward to tell you so

and instead they steal and prosecute

because I love them all

I am sorry that I'm horrible

I am sorry that I fall

into dark abysses

full of fear and rain

my life is nothing

just something to use

to cause my friends their pain