I want you some more x
 
 
Today you came to my door
 
I so wanted to let you in
 
My heart was beatin
 
My tears were for real
 
But my fears were growing deeper
 
with shallow breathing
 
what do I fear
 
As I felt your tear
 
"Is this the last time I will see him
?" 
The thought that came intruding in
 
I so wanted to let you in
 
But I couldn't begin
 
To explain

The fear that made my blood drain
 
And in the cold and in the rain
 
You held on to me
 
To make me feel safe
 
An inch at a time
 
One day you will be mine
 
Over the threshold
 
Through the door
 
What do I fear?!
 
I don't know anymore
 
Please give me time
 
to invite you in
 
When I am ready
 
You've made me your steady
 
I think I am your child-woman
 
The fear inside has no place to hide
 
But against your chest

I nestle

I so want you inside

of me

I love you
 
But it's been so long
 
I must be strong
 
Please don't push me or I will fall
 
Forgive me but I do not understand why
 
At all
 
I want to begin to live again
 
And not hide from the heartache and pain
 
Please won't you call again,
 
When it is safe inside my heart?
 
Until then I guess we must live apart.

Andi x

(c) 3rd May 2010 Andicat aka Andrea Jane Williams