I am wandering upon a familiar marshmallow marsh
the images in which my spirit dwells on and thrives in
and the little purple boxes that people sometimes hide
in their mattresses just because they fit there too easily
in this, we all know, there is no relief, only memories
then, must I punch holes in my own shadows as proof
that I exist solely for the thrill of surviving oddly alone?
thin abalone shells to house the special effects of love
musty treasure chests to be shuffled beneath the waves
stuffed with paper shadows on a blank wall of my faith
within a canopy made of bouquets of lavender sheets
those faint reminders in every corner of a perfect circle
that neatly circumvent every thought that I have owned
somehow I retain those images that never wash away
that have chased away the demons of love gone wrong
replacing them with hopes and wishes that will survive
the myriad of thoughts that waltzed into dark shadows
that spectator in me disappearing in the transient haze
until the flood of her presence overtakes me by storm
and surrounds my visions with kaleidoscopic splendor
while her form swiftly brushes against my imagination
and I become lost in her as she navigates my thoughts
for we quickly meld into one and the dream is now us
I am enveloped by these impressions leaving me lost
within a framework of indelible heartbeats and cries
laced over by the pondering of what powers this love
left reeling by the realization of what the heart craves
knowing that it escapes me in the moment I am awake
...AHHH...BUT WHAT A RELIEF THESE IMAGES ARE, IF ONLY FOR THE MOMENTS...WHAT SPLENDOR, IF ONLY FOR A SHORT TIME...THE BLESSINGS OF...'PERCHANCE TO DREAM'...YES, IF JUST FOR A 'SLIVER' OF ITS EXISTENCE...A 'TASTE' OF THE REALITY ONCE HAD AND NOW SO, YEARNED FOR AND...UPON MY AWAKENING...KEPT SAFE...UNTIL I DECIDE TO RETURN...NO MORE. PROFOUND, AS ALWAYS, AMOR. THANK YOU FOR SHARING. LOVE, BLESSINGS AND FAITH...JOYCE * HIS INSPIRATIONS
Very dreamy. For me, there seemed to be a sense of anxiety until you found her. Then safety...security? Maybe it's all in the way I read it. The flow carried me like a river would:)
Sheila
memories lining inside each word
visiting our dreams
you awaken us all inside emotion
and our personal moments which live
inside us & inside our objects of affection
(or even inside our losses)
Amor this is such a profound poem. Poetic, philisophical introspection of a wise man who feels he is not. The older we get the wiser we become and the more we realize we know so little. One of your very best poems because it has such incredible depth of intellect and soul. Stay enveloped in her love.
It's almost as if I could hear a pin drop inside my quietened mind, reading this breathtaking stream of consciousness, Amor; yet, by the end, my heartbeat was pounding against my eardrums! Such is the effect that is "caught" by a wrapped reader of a Romeo-esque meditation, wandering the neural and cerebral synapses that habitually lead to only one place: the light that is the sun of his love, his Juliet. This reads like a lucid, out-of-the-body dream or experience awake or/and asleep. When heart and mind are so focussed, they sleepwalk through light and dark as if hypnotically engaged. This reads like a beautiful, captivating fragrance that lingers although impossible to hold. xx
"I am enveloped by these impressions leaving me lost
within a framework of indelible heartbeats and cries
laced over by the pondering of what powers this love
left reeling by the realization of what the heart craves
knowing that it escapes me in the moment I am awake "
Yes these are powerful, magical words, Amor...Dreams can be very intoxicating..and also very telling. Keep dreaming and let your heart lead your way. If it is meant to be it will...
Beautiful poetry, you have not lost your touch at all.
I love the way this keeps moving, keeps rushing headlong toward the rapids and then crashes on the dry land of reality. Let her see this poem and I'm betting she'll be yours.
Blessings,
Christine
If Virginia Woolf had written poetry instead of novels
i imagine it would be close to this
in depth and self-becoming;
this is a work of first-rate intellect and heart.
Kudos, Amor!
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Blessings and may the Lord strengthen and keep
you! Be encouraged and continue to write!
Much Love,
Margaret
Sheila
Ron
visiting our dreams
you awaken us all inside emotion
and our personal moments which live
inside us & inside our objects of affection
(or even inside our losses)
time capsules embracing
Vickie
Bravo!
Hugs, Diana..
Peace
Tony
within a framework of indelible heartbeats and cries
laced over by the pondering of what powers this love
left reeling by the realization of what the heart craves
knowing that it escapes me in the moment I am awake "
Yes these are powerful, magical words, Amor...Dreams can be very intoxicating..and also very telling. Keep dreaming and let your heart lead your way. If it is meant to be it will...
Beautiful poetry, you have not lost your touch at all.
Peace, love and light,
Amber
Blessings,
Christine
i imagine it would be close to this
in depth and self-becoming;
this is a work of first-rate intellect and heart.
Kudos, Amor!
John