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Mother, Mother
by Nicole Weaver → (All Poetry by Nicole Weaver)
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Letting go of childhood abuse

Mother, mother why have you caused me so much pain?  Why have you made me paid for your mistakes?
you bore me, yet you hate me because I remind you of my father who left you.

Mother, mother you have made me feel unwanted, unloved, unattractive
and unworthy, yet mother I am the very image of you.

Mother, mother how cruel of you to have beaten me and to have robbed me of my dignity.

Mother, mother as a child you ridiculed me in front of people.

Mother, mother you sided against me even when I was right.

Mother, mother I am who I am inspite of what you have done to me.

Mother, mother I will never be like you because I am one who longs to love,, nurture and encourage.

Mother, mother you forbade me to develop friendships with girls my own age.  I was a house prisoner, never to understand or appreciate the joy of having a true best friend.

Mother, mother I have forgiven you, yet my heart and soul still shiver with pain and anger whenever I have trouble making friends.  The unfulfilled little girl inside me tends to smother people too much, so people run away from me.

Mother, mother now that I am grown, married and with children, I have chosen to make a difference in their lives.  I will love, hug, kiss and encourage them.

 

Mother, mother I have relinquish all the pain and anquish you have caused me,  I am now free to discover my true identity, I am free to soar to new heights.

 


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 Reviews of "Mother, Mother"
Reviewed by Jms Bell
Reviewed on December 11, 2009
WE HATE WHAT THEY DID TO US...THEIR MISTAKES...THEIR SINS. BUT THERE IN SOMETHING INSIDE OF US THAT LOVES THEM...STILL. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING THIS WORK NICOLE...IT HAS TOUCHED ME DEEPLY AND SOMEDAY...I WILL SHARE A WORK THAT EXPLAINS WHY. BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOURS. JOYCE * HIS INSPIRATIONS

Reviewed by Karen Vanderlaan
Reviewed on July 15, 2009
thank you for your reviews of my poetry and for steering me to this well written, introspective, painful yet positive write-my poem was also of my own mother-i have always liked Miya Angelo's words-once we knew better, we did better-i am glad to say, i am not like my mother-sad to say, she seems unable to change even at the age of 74--good write!

Reviewed by Regis Auffray
Reviewed on July 5, 2009
I am now free to discover my true identity, I am free to soar to new heights.

Truly an honest and painful sharing, Nicole. However, your words at the close of this write indicate that you have risen and now soar above all the negativity. Thank you for sharing this meaningful account. Love and blessings to you,

Regis

Reviewed by Edwin Hurdle
Reviewed on May 28, 2009
Hi Nicole,this is a very powerful and deep poem.I can really feel the anger in this one.Now you are a beautiful woman and you should always be proud of that.You are your own woman with your own dreams.I enjoy reading this,take care

EDWIN


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